Sunday, December 2, 2012

Dancing by the Moon

One night in August some years ago, I took nearly a hundred photos of the moon over the Eagle Lake at the Blue Mountain Center. That night, I walked from my studio without a flashlight. I could feel the cool light from the moon even in the woods. I didn’t want to go to my room, so I came to the dock.


I was staring at the moon, contemplating, feeling the shining light on my skin, and listening to every sound in the quiet night. Then, I don't know why, but I started waving my camera towards the moon as the shutter opened and closed slowly (set at night mode). Soon I was waving my arms and hands frivolously with a camera, almost crazed by the cool moonlight. I pressed the shutter again and again while jumping and flipping my arms like someone possessed by a demon. Each images was unpredictable, lines made by my body movement. (And obviously, I was having fun, thinking that I was all alone.)












The next morning at the breakfast table, someone asked me what kind of dance I was doing on the dock last night. (She was a writer who had a very nice room overlooking at the lake. At BMC, writers are given better rooms with the lake views, while artists’ rooms are the former maid quarters in the back because we’re given separate studio spaces. I completely forgot about those writers who could probably see me on the dock last night.)  


A week or two weeks later, back in the studio, I started making a series of small paintings based on these photographs. I called them “Moon drawings” back then, but they’re actually paintings. This was one of my first attempts to use iwaenogu (mineral pigment used in traditional Japanese paintings.) On each panel, Japanese rice paper called “Mashi” was stretched over carefully, then prepared with a couple of layers of gofun mixed with suihi enogu (inexpensive pigment usually used for preparing the surface. Then, it was painted with iwaenogu, which is the mixture of ground special ore in color. Each color (pigment) must be prepared before you can use them. It requires mixing with nikawa, an animal glue. I don’t want to spend too much time here to describe the whole process, except to say that it requires a great patience and it is labor intensive. Though I enjoyed the process while I had time to do so, but normally I cannot use these materials unless I have a whole day (week or even month) of uninterrupted time. I found a nice short video on how to prepare iwaenogu on YouTube (just to give you some ideas what I’m talking about…)




Moon painting: Each 6"x 6". Iwaenogu on Kumohada Mashi paper over board.













Saturday, October 6, 2012

Doodlin' in Tuscany (accompanied by a cup of cappuccino)

My little travel companion is a thin cardboard case that contains several old book pages and a couple of fine point pens. I bring these wherever I go when I’m traveling, and I try to find time to make little doodle. I’ve been working on the same book for quite some time now, as I seem to only work on these book pages while traveling. I worked on a few of them in New Orleans this April. And this summer, I brought them to Tuscany and Amsterdam. My old friend, Isabelle from Switzerland, had a place to stay for free in Motepulciano in Tuscany from her home exchange deal. She invited her friend, Claire, and me to join her on this not-to-be-missed opportunity. (She calls it "organized by Isabelle's dream travel agency.") There we found ourselves cozily settled in the old Italian grandma-fashioned apartment with a Scottish ghost. Luckily, none of us encountered the resident ghost while we were there.

The favorite place for the coffee lovers – that’s Isabelle and Claire– was a café in the Piazza Grande, five minutes walk from our apartment. We went to this café often, because Isabelle and Claire needed a good espresso to function well for the rest of the day. I had my first taste of cappuccino after nearly ten years of not drinking coffee. (That was actually a big deal for me.) I remembered how difficult it was to order a cup of tea in Italy five years ago. People just didn't understand that concept. It was so much easier to just be able to say, “cappuccino.” Needless to say, I enjoyed drinking cappuccino and felt more “Italian.” (Changing diet to eating pasta and drinking wine everyday, why not add cappuccino in the morning to complete my sense of being “Italian”?)

Many of these doodles were done while sipping cappuccino in the morning or a glass of wine at lunch. As we didn’t have WiFi in our old apartment, we had to go to the Piazza to get WiFi for Isabelle and Claire to check emails. We usually lingered at the café, drinking espresso and cappuccino, contemplating what to do the rest of the day, and me doodlin’ while they were checking their iPhones. (Thank god I don't own a smartphone!)


Can you see the inside of the cup? This cup is designed by Francesco Clemente.


5 empty cups of espresso? I only had a cup of cappuccino, but Isabelle and Claire each had two cups of espresso!
















Saturday, September 8, 2012

Travelogue: sweetness of each steps (and calories)


Traveling alone in an unfamiliar cities or hiking alone on the mountains, my mind wonders, escapes to some other reality, at times leaving utterly blank inside me, and returns with most unpredictable thoughts, silently conversing with others around me or with myself. I kept a little card stock with me when I traveled to Spain and Switzerland more than a decade ago. Along with the card stock was a tiny pedometer at my hip, counting each steps I made while traveling. I recorded the steps, mileages, and calories, and wrote whatever it was on my mind. On the other side of each card, I made drawings (see Experiment Diary/Drawings 1 & 2.) Later, I decided to refine what I wrote, and typed with an old typewriter on the found paper. Now, more than a decade later, all the details of the particular places and the feelings I was experiencing at that time still come back to me vividly when I read them. It is strange though, because things that I remember, I'm not sure if it was real or if I imagined. It’s like a diary, but sometimes it’s purely imaginable. These notes are my fleeting mind when I was traveling.


































Saturday, July 7, 2012

Songs My Father Sang Me from "Dear John"

Unearthing more old works. Not sure if this is a sign of resisting to finish my current drawing which has taken me over five months... But it's fun to dig up old works and see them in a different light. This particular work was done over two years from 1998 through 2000 with a year break in the middle. It was created when I was having a personally difficult time in my life. These book pages became my own diary then. Most of them were created while I was at the residencies at MacDowell Colony in New Hampshire and Centrum in Washington from 1998 to 1999.

Dear John \ - jän\ n (ca. 1945) : a letter (as to a soldier) in which a wife asks for a divorce or a girlfriend breaks off an engagement or a friendship.

"Dear John" is comprised of a total of 152 pages from a book called "Stories by Elizabeth Bowen", published in 1959. Each page is painted in watercolor, leaving selected words and sentences visible. Watercolor on book pages mounted on BFK paper. 152 pages. Originally presented in an installation. 1998-2000. 







 



















Friday, July 6, 2012

On the skin

While digging up some old works yesterday, I found this series. This series must have been first created... maybe almost ten years ago? Then, the text was added five or six years later... something like that. Mineral pigment and text from old books on Japanese paper. 6"x 6" each. Total of seven drawings. I love using texts from old books.

























Thursday, May 3, 2012

Shoe Collections

Shoe, shoe, shoe, women can never have enough shoes.

Black beauty: Detail from Splendor of Amazing Boys, Girls and Animals #1


Here's another shoe


Sexy one: Detail from Splendor of Amazing Boys, Girls and Animals #6


Looking sexy on the podium: Detail from Splendor of Amazing Boys, Girls and Animals #6


Heels for baby: Detail from Unknown Transgenic History #6


And just the killer heel! Detail from Transguccilation

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Hop into the spring, bunnies!

Here is a collection of bunnies in my drawings. Bunnies used to make their appearances in my drawings quite often.


Danse du Ventre


Conspiring Gaiety


Detail from Splendor of Amazing Boys, Girls and Animals #2


Detail from Splendor of Amazing Boys, Girls and Animals #4


Detail from Splendor of Amazing Boys, Girls and Animals #5


Bunny Talk #1


Bunny Talk #4